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Name: Maria
Birthday: 11/27/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: my beeze, hot pockets, green, graffiti, the office ♥, bukowski, polaroids, writing, history, lifetime, purses/bags, riley & coop, the oc, numbers, recording everything, vidzzzzz, colors, traveling, vince vaughn, fraaansfam
Expertise: over thinking
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/11/2006
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| the more and more i think about it, the more i realize i'm not completely happy.
i am..
but i'm not. yeah.....
i'm settling. again. FUCK.
i never want to have to just settle for shit anymore.
this obvi isn't making me happy, and neither was the other shit i was just
settling for.
i need to be more in control.
i realize i have the temper of my mother,
who...is ridic, but i miss her way bad!
i finally bought a vid camera. with the money..that...i don't have.
its teeny tiny! | | |
| online shopping cures everything.
i need to stop. stopstopstop soo fucking bad.
i love having police reports being filed against me.
false report? YEP. if you get caught for that..then that will be awesome.
i'm tempted to call the 5-0 or whomever just to tell them my side of the story just because i know i did nothing wrong, and even luke knows that.
i honestly didnt know this breakup was going to end up with me dealing with a 5 year old.
really. grow up.
oh well. honestly, i don't take any of his shit to the heart anymore. as much as i thought everything would bother me, i'm just over it all and it just makes me stronger. (haha..gay? yeah) but seriously.
in other news, i havent cried in soooo long because of that fagoozle. whooop.
home soon. bday soon. fam time soon. thanksgiving = my fav holiday = thanksgiving = tons of fooooooddddd!
i kinda miss my hair :/ | | |
| i just bought my ticket home for my bday/thanksgiving (:
im actually excited to go back! it'll be a week visit. my brother and sister in law who have lived in japan for the past 3 years will be living in the states soon, and they will be there.
and we will all get drunk and be fuckin stupid.
GREYYYY GOOOSE. mmmmmm.!
school is blaah.
i started my last class the other day.
woo...i need to start paying attention more and actually doing my work. i watch vdubz all day now.
prooooo-matic at changing diapers esp. for learning how to change them on monday.
HOLLA.
k peaace | | |
| so much has happened.
you're psycho.
when are things going to start looking up?
SOON, i hope. please?
pam and jim got married.
i didnt get married.
after like 3 years you're going to act like this, when...i've never met you?
haha, awesome...another reason i dont miss hutch.
kryspy, crispy, crispee. | | |
| I'll be perfectly fine, no hard feelings whatsoev, lessons learned and I have my chin up; YOU OUGHTA KNOW. I'll go find my crayon and read my books. I like my girl talk and I'll buy my own gucci bandana while I figure out lightspeed. I'll send postcards from Italy as well as from the beach in the Mediterranean. I fell in love with you while listening to my favorite morrissey album and will have a passion pit for the big city life. What is love? I'll have a half acre and it'll be a kick in the teeth. We'll have a huddle formation and go to the funeral because love will tear us apart again. I'm knocked up and ready to use somebody like you. Time to pretend, kids! I'll meet you on interstate 8 in a baby blue sedan because my babys in amsterdam!!! Soon it'll be June and we'll have nothing to worry about. What do you do with a sentimental heart? Goodbye horses...my sleeping lessons will keep the tension and terror away. Its a love story and life is a highway. The hotcha girls disconnect the daydream. No hope kids, you left me untouched. Smells like content, Its a modern romance. Gettysburg is like a jigsaw falling into place. Goodbye 1901 in the aeroplane over the sea.
All I need is what you give.. You won't be sad, If you let it go. | | |
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